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Post by passingtime on Jul 10, 2017 5:00:13 GMT
To use like a Diary
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Post by passingtime on Jul 11, 2017 6:35:21 GMT
Slept in a 'normal fashion' last night
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Post by passingtime on Jul 17, 2017 1:42:40 GMT
I had to call for help sun. night / Mon. morning ... icouldn't cope with the migraine pain [to write up]
i had to ring 111, they sent an ambulance round
the 2 ambulance guys helped me through the last part...... talking to the 111 advisor got me through the first part, as i threw up, when she left me hanging on the phone to check what the advice & appropriate help would be. i had not thrown up since my first manic episode in 2006. where i had my first 'throwing' up due to migriane.
i hate having to ask for help, but at some moment, i realise that is 'JUST WHAT i HAVE to DO' regardless of the consequences of my actions of asking for 'SAID 'help!' -can't wait for this issue to be cleared out of me.... it's 'not-nice' xxx
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Post by passingtime on Jul 17, 2017 1:50:26 GMT
16/07/17
Today i had medium 'verbal-ticks' going on during the morning & early afternoon.
They seemed to be in response to the physical & emotional EFFORT needed to function at normal everyday life tasks.
i was physically exhausted, as well as feeling 'sleepy' as the previous day had been a very busy day & physically extremely demanding.
After more spates of napping, the 'verbal-ticks' had subsided by the late afternoon.
My niece & her husband visited my daughter & i & our home to finish off the 'present' tiling job in our bathroom.
It's just great to have them in our lives, been extremely distant to my close family since my mum 'passed' in Oct. 2000
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Post by passingtime on Jul 17, 2017 10:09:14 GMT
My chest congestion symptoms continue.... giving me a 'heaving' cough at times with no relief.
Cough medicine & Vicks for chest, eases symptoms for a time
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Post by passingtime on Jul 19, 2017 7:20:43 GMT
Damaged my throat 2 days ago whilst eating [it was bleeding] just a slight sore throat left now.
Had heartburn for 2 days, which has now turned into trapped wind pain spasms the last 2 days [haven't had symptoms this bad since i was pregnant with my daughter in 1991]
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Post by passingtime on Aug 21, 2017 7:16:00 GMT
need to make a dental appointment to pull out my rotten teeth, dont think i can hang on long enough to wait to see John Roberts in Hudderfield xxxx my mouth space is soooo lousy ! ADDED NOTE:April 2018 - finally had 2 of my rotten teeth extracted during an emergency dental appointment after a week of debilitating pain due to an abscess on the root of one of the teeth, got at least another 3 more rotten teeth still needing to be extracted - but 'getting there' though xxx
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Post by passingtime on Jan 11, 2018 18:11:33 GMT
It's time...
to create...
it would be good...
to know...
understand...
to hear...
it would be nice.. ----------------------
The above is my latest attempt at channelling.
i have been trying to improve my connection with my internal space, subtle energy realms & spiritual guidance for a few days now & have been exploring telepathy, clairaudience & channelling.
i find it all very interesting & enthralling, though i have to work hard at these things as they don't come naturally most of the time & normally i have a very small & limited capacity to receive such information.
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Post by passingtime on Feb 18, 2018 10:20:13 GMT
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Post by passingtime on May 8, 2018 22:11:44 GMT
My daughter had been away from home for a few days, so we had a break from each other, on her returning, we were both in a different internal space & our personas 'clashed' almost immediatly [often happens] i put my headphones on [listening to voices - Randy Orton] i turn my head & see my daughter, i take a second glance & for a moment we have a 'stand-off' as we both 'look' at each other. Then i turn away & shake my head, and make a sneaky smile, this is my ex-partner's mannerisms & for that brief time, i become my ex-partner. This has happened to me before whilst around my daughter, i am not sure 'why' this happens, it could be my 'spirit teams' working to re-adjust my reactions, responses towards my daughter, - change things up. Also had some impactful exchanges with one of our ferrets this evening, we had eye contact & i could 'see' & sense the subtle energy exchange of info. moving between us - it was an experience of awareness, 'knowing' & engaging with each other. Mower finally fully broke today, all last year i struggled with it not functioning properly, so much extra 'hard-work' - time for a new lawn-mower x
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Post by passingtime on May 13, 2018 8:58:29 GMT
'just get on with it, ok'The above statement just made me chuckle I have just filled in an application for my driving licence to be given back to me, realised my psychiatrist had given me a letter of support previously stating i had been 3 years 'stable'. After this i did get my driving licence back for a yr. It's only been 7mths since i was again sectioned, hmm. So i just had some inner 'self-talk' that was pretty useless in the form of advice, ending with the statement -' just get on with it'Hahahahaha - well at least i still have my 'sense of humour'
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Post by snowstorm on May 13, 2018 9:15:00 GMT
I have just filled in an application for my driving licence to be given back to me, realised my psychiatrist had given me a letter of support previously stating i had been 3 years 'stable'. After this i did get my driving licence back for a yr. It's only been 6mths since i was again sectioned, hmm. So i just had some inner 'self-talk' that was pretty useless in the form of advice, ending with the statement -' just get on with it'Hahahahaha - well at least i still have my 'sense of humour' I went through the same process with the driving licence. I used to love driving before, these days there is a bit of fear. Since psychosis I don't much like heights either, it's strange.
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Post by passingtime on Jan 29, 2019 4:13:46 GMT
Just had the image of the lady dancing in the flames from the T.V. series 'Tales of the Un-expected' ... came through in a 'scrying' way. i must say, i was thoroughly 'traumatised' as a kid by these episodes... i would think it is now time for me to re-visit these 'Horrors'.....to 'learn' some more... x
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Post by snowstorm on Jan 29, 2019 8:42:06 GMT
Just had the image of the lady dancing in the flames from the T.V. series 'Tales of the Un-expected' ... came through in a 'scrying' way. i must say, i was thoroughly 'traumatised' as a kid by these episodes... I never liked these tales with a twist either
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Post by passingtime on Jan 29, 2019 11:45:28 GMT
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